How has America changed me? I am just happy here. Every day, I say to myself several times, HOW HAPPY I AM!!!!!! I ask myself, why do I feel this way exactly here? Why do I thank God for everything I have and hear the answer, IT WILL CONTINUE TO BE THIS WAY!!! In my own country, I only managed to get close to these feelings for fractions of a second... I cherish every second spent in this country. I love living HERE, running, walking, breathing. I just LOVE here... I LOVE everyone and everything. In America, I started to love animals. At first, it seemed to me that I just didn't have enough human interaction, but no... The reason is different!!!!! I only recently realized it! I just got closer to universal love, touched this cup of universal harmony. I want to be, to live!!!!!! I don't want to JUST exist, I want to catch every breath I take. I hear my inner voice HERE!!!!!!!!! And I am afraid of losing all this... I am afraid of this more than anything!!!! I started looking at children differently, at flowers, I started to LOVE differently, to LOOK differently, to BREATHE......... These are the feelings as if you see the ocean in front of you, and you run into it screaming, and it doesn't matter what you are wearing, and you don't know what the water is like!!!! You are running to meet happiness, you are touching the matter of love... I don't know why I love America. I just LOVE.

